This Isn't Goodbye....

Okay... So its been a while. 

Let me start over....

My name is Roxanne Leather and I am 21 years old. When I first started this blog I didn't have a job, I had no friends thus meaning I had lots of time on my hands and nothing to do. One night I couldn't sleep and I have been wanting to start one of these for a while. It took off, I had so many people who read my blog and came back to me with so much feedback. I also had people who wouldn't leave me messages but I would notice that you was coming to read my posts. This meant the world to me, but unfortunately it wasn't paying the bills or giving me any money at all, and don't get me wrong I wasn't in it for the money - not a chance - but I had to go out and find a job.

I was sooo lucky when I got offered a job and I couldn't believe my look, it was in a job that I have been wanting to do since I was 14 years old. I was doing full time hours which was just what I needed. This is when I started to make new friends, go out on a weekend with them, enjoy myself a little bit more. 

I then had my 21st birthday party which was awesome but only 3 of my friends showed up and this showed me who my real friends are and who aren't; and that's life. You can't have a rainbow without the rain - this is something that I think everyone should remember. Yes you got me - that quote wasn't mine but I still stand by it.

Time just kept going and before I knew it is 2015 and I'm not writing blogs any more and that is a little bit upsetting, as I put so much effort into my blogs and so many of you read them, and that meant so much. I guess what I am trying to say is that this isn't Goodbye just a short see ya later. 

When I have time to write a blog I will and I hope you understand what I am saying. I will do them as much as I can - but I am not promising I miss writing I really do but with everything going on at work right now and in my life I need to focus on things that make me a better person and make me excel in my career.

I love you guys.

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I'm Back...

So as you all know I have been away from blogging for a while now, and thats only because I wanted to take a brake and be in my own space for a little while - away from the internet and don't ask me why because I really don't know! A lot has happened since we last had a little chat me and thee! So you wanna know what's been going on? Here goes...

• I turned 21! Yes I made it that far! No I can't believe it either. 
• I got myself a full time job in a job that I love and always wanted to be in! Yay go me!
• I moved flats! 
• I'm not really addicted to the internet anymore! Shock.
• I don't really watch YouTube anymore because I just don't have the time anymore now I am in the real world where I have to go to work and do things.
• I came out of my existential crisis which is brilliant. Lets hope it doesn't come back!
• I am now addicted to LOST the complete seasons and everything I've started watching it from season one again

I will write a post when I have more time on something that you all might find interesting or something, as I've said before come and let me know? I would really enjoy the feed back - and I am so grateful when I get it, and if you have emailed me or anything and I haven't got back to you its because I have been soooooooo busy you don't understand but now I have my new laptop I shall be coming online a lot more seeing as it runs a lot faster than my old one and I will be able to upload quick on this one as well.

Yeah but I have missed you all and I hope that you are also glad that I am back? 

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I Want A Discussion.

I've been having blogger's block and not been able to think of anything to blog about. For that I am sorry; but here is a picture that I want to discuss with you guys. I am really interested in what you think or whether you agree with what it is saying. Let me know in the comments? 

 This picture is not mine

So what do you think? Let me know in the comments below! 

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My Bucket List.

I thought this would be one of the 'cute' posts that you see but I don't write in 'cute' so what ever this turns out like I hope you like it, please let me know the some of the things that are on your bucket lists because it would be so cool to have a read and a talk about it. Ok, here we go.

• I have always wanted to go to the Caribbean, you know for like a month and a half maybe two months just to get away, not take my phone not take anything that will connect to the internet. Just go and only tell the people that would be worried about me and cut myself off from the world. I would love to be able to do this. 
• Meet someone like a movie - you know where they were best friends all along but then you fuck up and they come and say sorry and everything and then they are happy ever after? Yeah that - not going to ever happen!
• Go to New York and do work experience for like 6 months - by work experience I mean a sort term job, I wouldn't like to live there.
• To be able to visit Australia because I know I will never be able to get enough money to ever go there. 
• To make a really good video! So that you all can watch me as well as read my words!
• To have 2 beautiful children I want the boy to be older than the girl so he can protect his little sister! *Aww, cough*
• Make it up to the people I hurt when I was in High School - now don't get me wrong it wasn't just me that was being a bitch it was them as well but there we go I would just like to see if they are okay and what they are doing with their lifes and such guess I un-friend'ed them! 
• Be able to take my mum on holiday and her to not pay for a single thing! Same for my dad too!
• To be able to go to a random beach and take my shoes off and feel the sand on my feet, just randomly go there on my own.
• To be able to meet some of my favorite YouTuber's and not fangirl but be awesome and get pictures with them and talk to them like a normal person! 
• Move to London to live and have a really awesome job so I can run my own house with my own money and have it the way I want it and not the way someone else wants it. 
• To inspire someone, for them to look at me and think that because I have said something or done something they kept on going. 
• To be able to make loads of friends - person and internet! 
• Learn to cook.
• Meet my soul mate; whether that's in friend form or more than friend form.
• Travel the world. 
• Swim with dolphins. 
• To be able to drive.

Well that is all I could think of right now; you might not think that some of the things that are on that list are 'bucket list' but to me they are, they mean so much to me personally. Please leave me a comment or tweet me what your 'bucket list' list's are. 

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What I Am Looking Forward Too And Not Looking Forward Too This Month.

So I know I promised a blog post for every Sunday but I was just so busy yesterday so I didn't have time. I am very sorry about that but I am here now; so here is what I am looking forward too and not looking forward to this upcoming month! Also can you think of something better for this blog post title as I have struggled and that is that best thing I could come up with! 

Pro's

1. Having the flat to myself in the middle of the week, I can't wait for it because I can clean up when I want or leave it messy until the morning because I won't have my mum here to tell me what to do and when! 
2. A job trial this month - fingers crossed hey guys? Get me a job now. 
3. Night's in because I'm saving up for a puppy! I can't wait. I'm not too sure what breed to get though but I know it's going to be a bitch as I don't want a bloke living with me just yet haa.
4. Being more organised - this will make my life so much easier.
5. Girls night out, looking forward to this so much as I haven't had a girls night out in forever because well I don't have friends.
6. Having a guest blogger on here blog for me - so if you fancy it please send me something you want to blog about and I will have a look through them and pick one to upload :) email is in the contact me page or below! 
7. Not wearing much make-up because it's just doing my head in at the moment; I am sure you girls will understand what I mean by that!
8. Cooking tea once a week because I really need to learn how to cook. 
9. Going away for a few days just to clear my head and get a grip again. It's like my life has been running away and I am now trying to catch up.

Con's

1. Being on my own. I am not too sure if I like to be on my own but nobody comes up to mine and has a brew with me anymore. Dur in the day it's alright but at night I get scared.
2. Being told I might not have got the job; it always seems to knock me for six does that one. 
3. Exercise because come on who likes doing it really? But it has to be done I suppose! 
4. The weather - if anything I am dreading it because I do not like this time of year and if it is anything like it was last week I need to go and dig out my snow gear! 
5. I'm going to be asleep a lot of the time because I am not going out! Suppose I will get loads of rest! 

So that's everything that I am looking forward too and not looking forward too. I know this is a very boring blog post but I do what to keep you in the loop; remember I want you to get involved so you can literally blog about anything you want and email it to me and I will upload it for you! I would really love it if you guys took part! I have some awesome blog posts coming up this week so stay tuned. 

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Blogs I've Been Loving This Month.

So as promised here is the post on the blogs I have been loving. Go and check them out; if I love them of course you will! If you click the name it will take you to there blogs, see I have made it easy for you now!

Here we go;

Thats What She Read

This is such a fun blog to read, I love it so much. You can see her personality through the way she writes. I love the fact that she does Pit&Perk every Friday which is always so interesting to read! I love, love, love this blog so much! She does book round ups which I totally love as it gives me idea's on what books to get. Seriously go on over and have a read of her blog posts! 

Holy Moly It's Coley

I just love her blog! So down to earth and you can see her personality through her writing, which is what I look for in a blog! I have her on her Insta and Twitter plus I email her when I can! She is so fun to talk to! Her blog posts are so relevant and so easy to read, you never get bored of her style of writing! I love keeping up with how she is doing with her slimming world and I am willing her every step of the way! Go girl! 

Milk Bubble Tea

I love her sense of photo's and how she sets them all out. It makes the blog more interesting. And that's not me saying it's not interesting, it's very interesting and has given me so many ideas! I also like the fact that she has home interiors, recipes and I just love it when she blogs about her little dog Oscar! I love her website layout as well, just so cute! Go on over and check her out! 

Shona Fitzpatrick

I just love her blog! I mean the fact that she did one on Flappy Bird made my day! I love how she does little blogs, hauls and recipes. I love how she words things defiantly one to check out; I love her latest blog post about things that made her happy because it cheered me up a lot! Go on over and check her blog out!

Sometimes Sweet

I just love reading about her blogs! I love hearing about her 2 child and what goes on in her life! I can't wait till she brings out blogs because I am always straight over to her website to read it! I love how she does Journal Day because it always makes me think. I also like the fact that she finds things around the internet that might interest people. You should go over and check it out I am sure you wouldn't be disappointed! 

So there are all the blogs I have be absolutely loving this past month. You will sure as hell enjoy them. I hope that you have a good weekend and I shall be back to blog about things on Sunday! How exciting. Please let me know in the comments if you have a blog and I will be sure to go and check it out. You never know next month you might be on here too! Hope your all well! 

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Update!

This is just a small blog about what is changing (only a little) within this blog. I hope that you like it! As you can already see, the look of my blog has changed, it shows books in the background as I LOVE to read books! As you well know! I also have a new header, what do you think? I think it is better than the other one; but that is me. 
Okay, okay here is what I am changing about my blog;

• Blogs I have been loving - this will be at the end of each month; this is not a promo blog post at all I just want you to go and check the blogs out I have been loving that month. There is going to be one this month! Woo.
• What I am looking forward to and not looking forward to in the month - this will be at the start of each month, just so you know a little bit more about my life and what I am doing.
• 5 things I want to achieve this up coming week - this may help you want to achieve things and this will be done on a Sunday every week. 
• A guest blogger - one of you guys can come and blog on my website (if you like) of course you will have to send it me through a email and I will upload it but I will change nothing of your words, you can blog about anything you want. I think I will do this at least once a month for those of you who want to. 

What do you think of these up coming changes? Are you looking forward to them, do you want me to keep doing what I am doing? Please let me know, your feedback helps me so much! Also I have a page for my blog now over on Facebook so go on and give it a like, it's better than my personal Facebook, don't you think? Anyway I love you all.

Here is my Facebook page (you can also find it on my contact page!) 
https://www.facebook.com/RaspberryRummle

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